Behind the Scene

I am more convinced then ever that God works for us in ways we can't see sometimes. We think it might be the "devil" when it's bad or God when it's good. I believe that good or bad, God allows situations and events to happen in our lives to get our attention. He works behind the scenes ultimately fighting for our good. I'm learning to let God be God. I'm giving Him permission to fight my fight and work behind the scenes. I know that if I love Him he will work all things together for my good. He will, He did, He will forever be God. God is Good.

"We know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him and are called to His purpose." Romans 8:28

Fill 'er up.

Watching cars pass by as I pump gas in my car, I pray to myself, “God, please fill me up”. Fill me up so all I need is you. Fill every part of me so there is no room for anything that is not of you to reside in me. This is my daily prayer these days. Fill me up, God. I need you.
“In my day of trouble I will call to you and you will answer me.” Psalm 86:7

Never Changes

His love never changes, even though I change minute by minute, second by second...these days I feel myself changing as the hands tick tock on a clock- sometimes I don't even remember who I am. I wake up at times and look around trying to remember where I am, who I am. What have I done? What am I going to do today? One thing I know will never change, God's love and strong hold on me- I always come back like a little lost puppy. I feel His gentle pat on my head...and unconditional love. It sets me free once again. It never changes...even though I can't seem to stop myself from being wish washy at it's best...He never changes.
"Jesus is the same yesterday, today and forever". Hebrews 13:8
P.S. great workout. shoulders/tri

It's You

I can feel you like the soft wind blowing, on a warm day. I can hear you like a whisper, speaking words of love. I can see you in my reflection…when I catch a glimpse of myself laughing. It’s all because of you. Everything I am, Everything I’m becoming, Everything I want to be, is because of you.
Psalm 23:3 “He restores my soul.”
P.S. 5:30 a.m workout shoulder/tri

The closer I get

The closer I get to God, He says, "Not close enough, get closer". He is pulling me. He is showing me. He is changing me. My eyes open, seeing who I am for the first time. The more I want to be like God, He shows me I am so far from reaching His likeness. My flaws revealed like a message from heaven saying, "it's not enough...I require more." Keep changing me God. Keep pulling me. Keep showing me.
James 4:8 "Draw near to God and HE will draw near to you."
P.S. no workout... keeping it Holy-

Spiritual Protein

Any figure girl will tell you how important diet is in training for a competition. Diet is approx. 80% of your success, with training and genetics making up the rest. The diet can be hard and takes planning, preparation and discipline (and good attitude). I know from experience, if I stick to it eventually my cravings for carbs will diminish and I’ll be on the right track. I compare my journey with God to my diet. When I’m hungry I want to eat the first thing my body craves which is usually carbs, but I know if I will just eat my protein first, my hunger will be satisfied and I will be successful. It’s the same with surrendering myself to God. I think I know want I want and what will be best for me but I know if I seek God for His will I know I will be completely satisfied and completely successful! Cheating on my diet makes me feel discouraged, defeated and ashamed. I feel exactly the same way when I choose my way instead of listening to God. So…I’m determined to eat my “spiritual protein” first which will make me a victorious over comer! Hebrews 10:36 “You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God you will receive what He has promised.”
P.S. 5:30 a.m. work out/ back and bi

Love + Mercy Go Together

Today I’m reminded of God’s steadfast love and mercy. This reminder came in the form of a human I am proud to call my friend. God has put people in my life that have inspired me to pursue greatness. My friend doesn’t even realize the impact she has made in my life. A true friend is someone who knows everything about you, even the things you are ashamed of but still loves you. A true friend takes your hand when you need new inspiration and gently pushes you forward. To be a friend is to love and show mercy when it is not deserved. I’m thankful He has given me a friend who embodies love and mercy. I’m learning that the two go together.
Lamentations 3:22 The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases. His mercy endures forever.
P.S. Great 5:30 a.m. cardio session with Laura…now that’s a true friend!